slow motion suicide

Hello, my names Aili. I live in Minnesota. This is my black and white only blog, I have a color blog as well (check the link page)

I find people very interesting.

I love: art, tattoos, piercings, colored hair, skeletons, collar bones, strangers, being alone at night, blue eyes, green tea, cats, doc martins, and black and white photos.

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I feel like I’m this numbed out nothing of a person.

For the past 3 weeks I haven’t felt a thing. Not a single emotion. Today everything came flooding back and I can’t deal with it. This isn’t going to work for much longer.

I just need this all to stop so I can get my head back in order.

I either have too much emotional attachment to people or not enough. There’s no middle ground.